Do you murmur or chose joy?

I am many things to many people.  I am a nurse to my grandfather,  I am a wife, sister, babysitter to my uncle, Child of God. But is that what I am truly ? Is that all I am? Or will be . Don’t get me wrong I love what I am but am I truly content.  Jesus says “Jesus therefore answered and said to them do not murmur …” ( John6:43 NKJV)

In the Webster 1828 dictionary murmur: ” to grumble and complain. And discontent ” 

We all have things we can murmur about . I know people that have loss spouses,  that have chronic illnesses,  or other things.  They could either chose to joy or murmur. 

I am  choosing joy.  It says in the bible ” Rejoice in the Lord always, And again I say rejoice.” (Phil.  4:4)

Joy is not easy to chose. 

It is okay to cry because we are all human.
#8144loveyou 

#Ichosejoy

Am I worth It?

People say I am. But I truly don’t think I am. What do I have to give anyone? Do I have love ? 

I really don’t think I have anything.  I had my 34th birthday party today with my family but yet hardly anyone spoke to me. Because I really didn’t matter  to them it was just another time for them to put me down. 

But I remember no matter what I am worth something to God and my blue blood family. 

Sometimes family isn’t related to you.

Geting to know you :

Hi

 

I am  fairly new Leo wife. Been married not a year. my Leo has been in the force for 10 years.We have no kids but fur kids. We have  3 cats 1 dog and a K9 dog.  So life is intersting.

1: I am a writer love to write.

2: I work for a non profit charity that  helps first responders. If they get hurt of killed we are there for the family. But we do much more then that for tthe first responders.

3: I am the oldest of 6.  One of my siblings ttold me she wants to join the fbi. a whole another story at  a different time.

4: I am a Christian.

5:i am also a  singer.

That about it for now.